so maybe you follow me closely enough to know that maybe the past year our relationship has had a few ups and downs but I really feel like we’ve crossed over a milestone where the issue of trusting that it’s what we both really want has been fully addressed. some aspects of it have been a total pain in the ass and really difficult and frustrating but I feel like if it’s going to work out which I hope and think that it will then its worth it to sometimes have some struggles. its part of life I mean everyone has struggles of some sort.
so last weekend pretty much sucked kind of mostly but next weekend is supposed to be great and hopefully it will I mean that’s what we will make it be it’s got some cool plans to go to Lassen Volcanic National Park which is exciting. I’ve been there a couple times before and I love it geology is one of my passions.