i am the kind of person who is just naturally bummed out all the time. it’s my ‘go-to’ state of mind. i constantly have to fight against tumbling into a staggering depression. it sucks.
sometimes i just want to go with it but nobody likes a negative creep, do they?
i have to remind myself that i should be happy. things are getting better all the time. sigh. right? i guess i’m always just expecting something to go devastatingly wrong, like it’s just my lot in life. that is probably a self-fulfilling prophecy.
yesterday and today at work were just fine. i was relaxed and observant. the best thing is to not let the kids think you are bothered with any of their acting out behaviours. they will try to upset you. it’s just what they do.