i’m taking minutes

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my life has changed so much in so many ways that i really don’t have the same habits and routines so due to that and a few other factors… blogging has sort of fallen by the wayside as of late. that will change soon, tho, now that i have a new phone.

this is at the park right by my apartments.

this is the cafe across from the park.

i’m having a decent weekend./

oh my blog! blogging is more now of just a sidebar to the main event and twitter and ig are the main event… but also that is changing. the immediacy and temporariness are key factors in that. people’s attention spans have become miniscule.

i’m rockin, in my school shoes

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omg, sometimes life is SUCH a pain!!!!
come on, admit it!

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blah blah blah, everyone is so deeply fascinated with my life. right? you know you are!

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from all this working i have been doing, i have not yet rec’d a paycheck! it’s been rough! i don’t get paid til the 10th. and only once a month!!!! torture!!!

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i keep taking pics of my hair because i actually really hate it!!!!
i’m having an identity crisis.

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but sometimes life gets so demanding that vanity has to take a back seat, really. you have to do stuff whether you feel attractive or not.

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anyway, yeah, whatever… i’ll figure something out… k? it will eventually work out. my hair, my relationships, whatever. life will be OVER before you know it, actually!!!

until then, we keep on keeping on. i look forward to having a paycheck. we all know they are usually gone before we get them, tho, aren’t they? yep. sigh.

but i’m still having a lot of cool experiences, even tho some of them are stressful.

i’m grateful for many things.

what’s going on?

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hello saturday!

i’m starting to maybe get used to being at work all the time.
it’s definitely a stimulating and varied environment. after i get home the day kind of replays in my head… all of the different interactions and things that happen.

it takes a while for my brain to decompress.

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one challenge is to make sure i stay hydrated. gotta really make a conscious effort to think ahead and have water with me.

yesterday i left my phone charger in a classroom and probably i won’t ever get it back.

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definitely starting to feel the change of fall in the air. still gets a little warm. bring it on, cold weather! i am not fond of warm weather.

no internet. no time.

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my hair is actually shorter than this now.

time to stop with the cutting, methinks.

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i just can’t leave well-enough alone, sometimes, maybe all of the time.

i have NO time to use the computer anymore now that i have no internet in my apartment. that is the only thing i blog about anymore.

it’s good to have a job and be productive, tho. i guess! ha ha.

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the guy i was hoping was the one…. well, i guess he isn’t.
i am beginning to think nobody is going to be the one. whenever i think they are, that only lasts for about three months. all i can say i am contributing to that is being attracted to emotionally unavailable men.

here nor there everywhere

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i dyed the underneath with brown henna

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yes i chopped my hair on a sort of long-pre-meditated whim.
still working on it.
sometimes i wish i had not done it but sometimes i’m like “WHATEVER!”
who cares!?!?!!!!

anyway, i’ve been doing a little sculpting cutting here and there to get the right shape to it.
it’s fine.
change is good, maybe?